9/30
On Saturday night,
I laughed the hardest I have in a long time
it was filled with people who know you better
than you know yourself most days
a frozen moment in snow globe fashion
forever in the forefront of my memories
on Sunday, I cried twice in the span of two hours
let the tears fall in attempt to finally be okay with not always being so put together
let the tears begin the wrecking and refining
Both these Saturdays and Sundays in april,
became moments in time when I finally let laughter fill up the space
that would usually hold in stress and worry
moments in time where the overflow of tears are more healing than anything else
and instead of letting moments pass you,
or attempting to skip their process
both laughter and tear filled…
remember to stuff them in your pockets
by the fistfuls because you will never get them back
not in the way that they happened
they exist, in their most necessary form only in right now
don’t miss them
laugh full
cry deep
